Now I care for two persons in family and everything seems to be wrong. Family goes a strange way. Mistakes. Words. Crime and punishment. In a way. And it really hurts. Deep insight. I want to scream. I want to wake up. Just get rid of this nightmare throbbing in my vains. In my heart. In my mind. Under my skin. No energy for university. No energy for freetime. No energy for energy.
People. Always passing by. Without MY head. Without MY worries. And I want to love. I do. But is it enough? Is it just egoism? Or is it a meaning?
I know what is right. I know what is wrong. Some parts of my family do not. But they think they do. And there is the mistake. Nothing is true when it is faced to a lie. Give birth to lies. And let them grow. I recognise them. I hate them. And I love them as well. That special glance in my opponent eyes. Because they delude. Because they want to hurt. Because they are hooded.
Please tell the truth. Please be fair. Please get rid of your new views. Otherwise we will be less familiar..